Like It . Feel It . Blog It : Mr. Cool : Letter for you...

Dear you… I know that I’ve started to like you. And those feelings are not something I take lightly. I mean what I say. I love you! Do you know that? Every time I run into you, I feel like screaming. I want to tell you that I truly love you. Do you know that? For some reason, I feel like this is the second time in my life that I’ve experienced such feelings. These emotions truly haunt my days. I even dream about your face often. And, as usual, my dreams are always about sad stories between us.

I’m sorry, I really can’t express my feelings to you. The reason is that I’m truly afraid of confessing my love to someone again. So, let this be the last time in my life. And you don’t need to know why I lack the courage to confess this to you. Even though I know it’s embarrassing and a loss for me not to share my feelings with you.

I don’t know what’s so special about you that makes me like you this much. Maybe you’re just different from everyone else. I really don’t know. :( By the way, I know you probably won’t return my feelings, and that’s one of the main reasons why I refuse to tell you. I know you’ll definitely reject me outright and tell everyone what I’ve confessed to you, right? It would be so easy for you to embarrass me in front of your friends. :(

A lot of my friends tell me that I should confess to you. Because you never know until you try, right? But, I’m sorry, dear. I don’t have the courage to take such a risk with matters like this. :( I’m not a guy. I don’t want to be called “perigi mencari timba.” But deep inside my heart, it’s like someone is scratching the walls, trying to make you understand my true feelings.

I understand. Maybe there’s already someone special in your heart, right? Maybe I’m not your choice and could never make it to your list of preferred girls. I’ve realized this for a long time now. I can even imagine what kind of girl you would choose. And if I compare myself to her, I rank the lowest, right?

I can sense that many of your friends think I’m delusional. Maybe they feel I’m not worthy of you and that I shouldn’t have such feelings for you. But who can stop these feelings, right? And who are they? Who are they to stop my feelings? Have they never felt what I’m feeling now?

No matter what, I will still love you and wait for you as long as God allows. If we’re meant to be together, then my wish to get to know you better will come true. But if you find someone else, I will always pray for your happiness with her. I will never hold any hatred towards you. Because love always requires sacrifice. And that is my sacrifice for you. I can only accompany your happiness with my tears. :’)

P.S.: The unrelated picture, the caption on it is meant for those who have a lover. :’)

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